Sunday, September 19, 2010

I Really Loved My Baby Peanut

Such a short little visit and I knew from the start you stole my heart. You brought with you the biggest gift, reminding me just how much love and joy lives within me always thank you for bringing it to the surface again. The 31/2 weeks I've known you were with us brought so many smiles on everyone's faces and joy to fill their hearts, that's the little touch everyone needs to realize lives within them...My job is not over I have to keep that spark I know lives within all of us strong, glowing and growing! That I will do in honor of You. I will keep the Gift of Gratitude present always even through this I am grateful it ended with nothing worse happening in the end to you, myself or the family. For this I am very thankful I remain healthy and strong for my family. You helped make each of our hearts grow that much more what a blessing. Sure I wish it could have been different but we all know we don't have control over everything...Somebody bigger out there looking after all of us and carries with them our best intentions. One thing I do believe is my love for you will help you grow in spirit, my dad needs a walking buddy and someday I know I will be walking with the two of you hand in hand rest assured! I am just going to choose to live with the thought that I was having my little baby Baden John Flom and if I am ever fortunate enough again to be with child I will be naming it after YOU.

Love, Mommy!

2 comments:

  1. Sorry for your loss Elizabeth. I've been in your shoes. Sometimes the plans change, you will see your baby one day as you said. It really makes one appreciate life, which is so fragile yet so strong at the same time. Hugs to you, and cheers to your beautiful family!

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  2. Thank you Natalie...definitely would opt for Jimmy Choo's or Prada's over these kind of shoes...Definitely difficult to take but thinking positively! Yes does open your eyes to value the gifts this life has already blessed me with! :0)

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